Catharsis

by Grained

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"Im Verbund mit den grungigen Stoner-Riffs, den spannenden Bassläufen, der hervorragenden Schlagzeugarbeit und einer Stimme, die ohne große Umwege unter die Haut geht, schaffen Grained mit Catharsis ein herausstechendes Album. Ein tolles Debüt in bester DIY-Manier!"
- Timon Menge, SLUDGE WORM MAGAZINE (8/10) -

"GRAINED darf man sich auf keinen Fall entgehen lassen – eine Band, die das Zeug dazu hat ein fester Bestandteil diese Szene zu werden und mit „Catharsis“ den ersten Grundstein dafür legt."
- Melina Linder, METAL 4 (7/10) -

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released January 4, 2014

All music by: Grained
Recording and mix by: Manou W.
Mastering by: Dominik Stenzel at Horus Studios, Hannover

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Track Name: Redlight
Repent.

Now you've got me wide open.
My skin's adorned with scars.
Could you at least feign interest?
I know that I'm not good enough.

Am I stopgap to fill your time?
I bet there's someone else but me.

And every time you start complaining
I feel so dead inside.
Please shed some light, I'm so obscure now.
Don't let misgiving take my side.

These thoughts are way to painful
and I can't stop them grow.
So I found the answers by myself.
All along. So f*cking right.

Say, how many lies did I collect
to finally tear the truth apart?

And every step I take misleading.
I feel so dead inside.
These voices whispering unbroken.
Don't let misgiving leave my side.

Go away.

And every cut I make is bleeding
while I pretend I'm alright.
You lied. I cannot be mistaken.
There's no misgiving on my mind.
I tried so hard to hide I'm right.
I've had enough, I'm giving up.
Track Name: CTRL+Pet
I just can't calm down today.
Distraction to be concentrate again.
Well, it aches when you knee me in the guts.
This song is way too fast.

The favour can shut up. I'm not feeling well.
It's distinct but not explainable.

Can't control my thoughts today.
Everyday seems completely grey.
And while these headaches grow on nurofen
my stomach drains the drugs again.

The favour can't shut up. I'm not feeling well.
It's distinct but not explainable.

Constantly you drag me down.
Jizzing all around.
Screwdrivers in your global facecloth. Yeah.

The favour won't shut up. I'm not feeling well.
It's distinct but not explainable.

Not explainable. I'm not feeling well.
Not explainable. Explainable.
Track Name: Stitches
I thought darkness could just lighten up my heart
but your silhouette obscured my sight. I'm blind again.
Why'd you have to take my eyes?

You find them deep inside
while I'm scratching on your mind.
They never gave you what you need,
they left you so unsatisfied.
And from now I won't compromise.

It comes along with innocence, radiates and faints in my arms.
Don't hesitate to make up your mind. At least I tried.
Why'd you have to waste our child?

So I find you deep inside
while you're scratching on my mind.
Can you give me what I need
to be completely satified?
You said you'd show me how to live
'cause I messed up my first try. I'm on the edge of suicide.
All these Questions in my mind.
You get away with it this time.
As from now I won't compromise.

And I know you're deep inside
still scratching on my mind.
And even if I can't compete
I finally feel so damn sublime
when I began to recognize
you let me run into this knife like an emotional genocide.
And now we're standing side by side.
Take a breath for one last time
'cause from now I won't compromise.
Track Name: Breakdown
How should I bear your presence
when I'm not even able to abide myself?
Hope keeps me out from thinking
I am waisting my time.

You won't give me truth
'cause you know that's the only thing I want from you.
Everything that I do
ends up with the same damn insight. Just because of you.

Hate me. Take me. Rape me and break me down.

How should I bear your presence
When I'm not even able to abide myself?
This damn sentience feels endless
and I don't want to be alone.

I dispise myself
'cause you know that's the only thing I can really do.
Why conceal it? It's true.
Ever tried to live when all ends up in anxiety?

Hate me. Take me. Rape me and break me down.

Keep my eyes closed. Let you in.
You've got all you need to begin.
Won't endure my despair again
when you just recur the pain
With every f*cking breath you take
while something dies inside of you.

I tried to erase that I was such a fool
but I can't forget I confided in you.

Hate me. Take me. Rape me and break me down.
Track Name: Opheélias Melody
I'm weak, you're weak. Compared with my thoughts.
I creep, I creep. In emptyness I'm lost.
Cheap, so cheap. Concerned and in denial.
Oblivion, repetition. I'm weak, you're weak.

Sink in your way. I try to stay
just for a little while. You close your eyes and turn away.

I need, I need you more than air to breathe.
Falling deep, falling deep. But I'll never leave.
Forever you'll bleed. Concerned and in denial.
Oblivion, repetition. You're weak, I'm weak.

The flesh starts to decay. You tried to inhale
right reasons you denied. Stop your breath. Come die with me.

You seem so weak weighing my thoughts.
Come creep, let's creep. In emptyness we're lost.
You're just cheap. So caught in self-denial.
Oblivion, repetition. You're weak, you're weak.

Suffer for me. Never wanted to be
the person that you are. I know you could have lived with me.
Track Name: Upraised Fallen
I'm fed up with trying constantly
to feel a thing. This percept of
impassibility leaves not enough
space to combine my hope with emptiness.
I build these walls long time ago.
It's been so long I have forgotten
what lies behind.
No crack for me to peek inside.

I can't seem to rise above this but may I
hang my head today and cry?
Am i not able to feel at all?
Emotions are insensible.

I conceive my feelings so i never
cause you harm again.
What if you're just a friend to me?
What if it's all just make believe?
I'm done supposing this may heal in time.
The clock's the most relentless one.
I'm so far from me as it gets.
I need to tear down these walls 'cause

I can't seem to rise above this. Maybe I
hang my head today and cry.
I'm not able to feel at all.
This makeshift seemed so rational.
The void can catch me if i fall.
So I erase the pain for all
the people I've once loved and lost.
Emotions are so radical.

Shattered glas fills the holes of my bleeding heart
as your mouth sings overlong. Please come home.
Track Name: Lemongrass
Backstroke with arms like bricks. Seems I've lost my wings.
Sheeps I forgot but things to talk about.

I just slept in lemongrass. Come and lick my bones.
I've just slept with lemongrass. Rollercosters,driving stones.

The hinge is creaking quiet. Himself is brought aside.
The highheeled walking pride. Take posture. Right.

I just slept in lemongrass. Come and lick my bones.
I've just slept with lemongrass. Rollercosters,driving stones. Yeah.

Nobody cares what i'm singing as long it's loud and rocking.
But hey. I slept in lemongrass.
Track Name: Spider Monkey
Nice to hear that everything is fine
even if your eyes haven't dried yet.
I'll take a shower in this stuck-up pride
while you adnate on my spine.

And now I carry you back home.
Have you around but feel alone. You cling to me
As if I need you as my spare.
Rather a burden but devil may care.

I won't hesitate to come clean but you need
another slice of my dismay.
And I can't bear to fall into disuse.
Take the spine you had abused.

And I'm bound to a wheelchair.
And life's got a spiral stair.
Yeah, it seems that no one cares.
I won't daresay my life's not fair.

My life as an amusement. Better than to feel alone.
And I've invited friend and foe. I Invited friend and foe.
I invited you.
Track Name: Pay My Rent
Another night where we'll lose our shirts on this.
The drinks not free of charge. Dude, we're not playing gigs for bliss.
You can't pay us off? Thought we performed for free?
Are you f*cking kidding me? Who do you think I am?

I need to pay the rent, motherf*cker. Cash is rare.
I have a ball running up bills in black dispair.
Just give me my money, sucker. I'm cash-strapped, man.
My landlord kicks me out of my flat. Pay on the nail.

Nevermind. I'm staying at yours tonight.
You need a job. People f*ck me up. I need to leave this town.
Can't find my peace with this disease of money-grubbing d*cks.
Buy some stupid stuff you don't need with chips you don't have.

Man, you should pay my fees, motherf*cker. Cash is rare.
I have a ball running up bills in black dispair.
My bank won't lend me some money, sucker. I'm cash-strapped, man.
Gas money is only half way there. Have your heard?

I can't pay my rent, motherf*cker. Cash is rare.
I'm in the red 'cause dudes like you don't care.
Just give me my money, sucker. I'm cash-strapped, man.
Gas money is only half way there. Dumb c*nt.
Track Name: Glimpse
Feed the tongue 'til it eats itself up
'cause even alcohol has failed at all.
Yeah, books praise the word of the bored man.
You're just suffocated in hope of something.

And if you can see me now
characterize me. But anyway 'cause you just

glimpse on me to tell me who I am.
You just glimpse on me to tell me who i am.

Show me the sense in your life
since I lost your eyes.
Masked thoughts on the path to their freedom.
Their comprehension painted on skin and scars.

And if you can hear me now
please describe me in any way. 'Cause you can't

catch a glimpse on me and tell me who I am.
Catch a glimpse on me and tell me who i am.

Scratch insight of my mind.
Who am I? A f*cking psych.
Deny.
Track Name: A Song That Never Finishes
It hurts to know someone is missing. Laying here alone.
Never been betrayed for something I haven't known.
Your breath urges me and turns me. Can't bring you back home.
Raise your voice, innocence. So sorry that I'm born.

In mysery I'll go down.

I choosed to live and now it's over. Decay for what you are.
You failed me again. You kept your head up in awe.
Look down on your feet. You tread on me.
Do illusions end again? Is this a need?

In mysery we'll fade.

Feed my mind with lies.
Feed my heart with life.
Do something Please.